to park jung soo

oppa, u will leave us tomorrow huh ? i'm so sad. but i'm not going to cry. let's meet next 2 years. we will always wait for u :))

Will you hear me out and not say anything?
I’m actually so nervous
I really don’t know how I will go through a day without you
I know it’s not the end for us
Don’t cry and hurt alone at my empty seat

* It’s only you in my heart, it’s only me in your heart
We’re resembling each other more and that means we’re in love
We’re under the same sky but apart in different places
Never forget this moment and remember it forever

I will remember your love that you showed me
The one and only love that no one can ever replace
I want to keep you deep inside my heart
I’m sorry for making you wait such a long time
The only one in my life, you are really special

You know too that I can’t go on if it’s not you and you can’t go on if it’s not me
At the thought of you, my heart rips, my sighs grow deep
Who says that things will get better little by little?
I love you, I love you, I love you, though you can’t hear me
I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I regret so much
F.5.R.E.V.E.R. I will hold your hand
Like the day we fell for each other at first sight, let’s refresh our relationship

Be my love (I) Need you, girl
It’s only you for me, you know this too
When the cold wind blows, that feeling that brushes your fingertips
It will always be by your side

You held my hand, I synced my footsteps with yours
The day I see you again, I won’t let go of your hands

oppa , take care. eat well, sleep well. and come back as a man :)) elf love u ~

oppa, your dongsaeng will take care sj. dun worry ^_^

forever our leader :3

p/s: D-1, We’re going to continue on until the day that Pearl Sapphire Blue balloons cover the entire world.”

prot3ct

i was touched with this post, i decided to copy it here . *teary eyes*

 “When Did It Become ELF Protecting Super Junior? Super Junior Should Protect ELF!”

I keep on reading posts of some ELF, stating how happy they were that after 6 years, Super Junior has finally learned how to stand up for themselves.

To be honest, I was also proud and happy at first, but looking back at what happened, I realized one thing - Super Junior never really stood up for themselves.

“So even if I’m tired, I have to pretend that everything’s okay…”
-Leeteuk

“Only when no one was noticing me did I secretly cry…”
-Sungmin

“In the end, it still hurts…” -Heechul

“We talk about it and we may laugh about it, but when I go home I cry.” -Eunhyuk

“It’s hard…” -Kyuhyun

“I was doing well holding it in. It’s too hard… Really… Truly…”
-Leeteuk

Do something wrong to Super Junior, no matter how big it is, they will feel bad, post a thing or two about it then shrug off their shoulders, let it go and pretend like nothing ever happened.

On last SBS Gayo Daejun, the most pitiful fans were ELF.

But do something wrong, even so remotely small, to ELF - and all hell breaks lose!

And you will know that things are actually truly bad when even Siwon started cursing.

Without even thinking about their reputation, without even thinking about what other people might think or say about them, without even thinking about the consequences of their action - Super Junior stood up. But they didn’t stand up for themselves.

Super Junior stood up for ELF.

Some people say it is over reacting, rude and immature. But who are they to speak? They just read the posts and comment on it. The truth is, they never really know anything at all.

“This isn’t right… They should’ve put up notices beforehand, no? I’ll apologize on behalf of them~” -Leeteuk

“Sorry ELF~” -Donghae

And why should Super Junior apologize for something that wasn’t even their fault?

Since the beginning, it has always been Super Junior and ELF, ELF and Super Junior. And though sometimes Super Junior and ELF go together with DBSK and Cassies and/or SHINee and Shawols, and/or other fandoms but at the end of the day, it is still just us - Super Junior and ELF.

US IS ALL WE HAVE.

Can you blame us for wanting to protect each other? Can you blame us for reacting and fighting back when others hurt those whom we love and treasure the most?

I bet you don’t even understand why we are part of this Sapphire Blue Ocean.

Because Super Junior is the most goodlooking? Bias-ness aside, there are other idols who are far better looking than they are. Talented? Other groups can also do the things that Super Junior can do, maybe even more, maybe even better. Because they are the best? Well, now we all know that that’s not really true.

So why?

“When no one acknowledged us, when no one helped us. To the best fan club that made us feel the ‘mightiness’. Our ELF, I sincerely thank you again.” -Leeteuk

“I love you, ELF!” -Donghae

“ELF, who stood by us even though we are still lacking.”
-Sungmin

“We couldn’t receive this award if not for ELF.” -Leeteuk

“Thank you all 40 thousand ELF! Let’s rock again tomorrow.”
-Yesung

“Thank you for being ELF!” -Kyuhyun

“We are nothing without ELF.”

THIS IS WHY.

For all the years that I have been a part of this fandom, never, ever did they make me feel that I am just a mere fan. What they always made me feel is that ‘I am an ELF’ - the Ever Lasting FRIEND of Super Junior.

Where will you ever find idols treating almost 600 of their fans to a warm cup of coffee after watching their performance on a chilly night?

Where will you ever find idols dancing and playing peek-a-boo with their fans at the airport?

Where will you ever find idols taking pictures of their fans, posting it in their (cyworld/twitter) accounts with the captions ‘Thank you’ and ‘I love you’?

Where will you ever find idols that composes, makes and dedicates songs especially for their fans?

Where will you ever find idols praying and crying for their fans that died?

Where will you ever find idols giving chocolates to their fans at their concerts?

Where will you ever find idols treating their fans ice creams during summer?

Where will you ever find idols thanking their fans profusely as if there is no tomorrow?

Where will you ever find idols waving and making heart signs inside their hotel room window just to show how much they appreciate the fans that are waiting for them outside?

Where will you ever find idols asking fans if they wanted to go up the hotel room because the air outside is pretty cold?

Where will you ever find idols asking fans to take care of their health?

Where will you ever find idols performing and doing their best even though they are really sick just because their fans deserve only the best?

Where will you ever find idols tightly shaking the hands and hugging their fans after a performance?

Where will you ever find idols bowing 90 degrees for almost 10 seconds just to show how grateful they are?

Why am I an ELF?

I am an ELF.
Because it is all worth it.

I am an ELF.
Because Super Junior is all worth it.

I am an ELF.
Because being an ELF is such an honor.

forever an elf <3

hope ?

assalamualaikum, salam jumaat. penghulu segala hari. alhamdullilah :)

even i'm the one in group of potential. tp harapan satu word yg boleh soothe hati sya. dari dulu lagi.

yeahh. sya mmg sgt byk berahsia. sya memang seorg yg smpn dlm hati sya. kalu sya sedih,marah , sya selalu simpan. bg sya, lame2 nanti rasa tu hilang la. nak tau sbb ape ? sya percaya pada harapan. harapan yg rasa sakit tu akan pergi. biar it's take a lot of time.

dulu... dulu... mase sya form 3, ibu dgn ayah nak brpsh , yeahh, sya rase bende ny xperlu dh sya simpan rase. sya hilang harapan. sya rase sya x ade ape sebab untuk hidup. tp sbb ape sya masih ade dkt sini ?writing this post right know. sbb hope. HOPE. sya kata kat diri sya jgn prnh berhenti berharap. setiap langkah yg sya ambik mase form 3, sya kena kate "syameera, never lose hope". supaya sya akn teruskn hidup mcm org lain. i can smile , laugh like them too. and i did it ! yeahh >.<

and sekarang, mase dgr cg tengku rogayah kate " so ape harapan awak untuk spm ni" , hehe. cg suka tnya soalan yg cg tahu jwpn die kan? . sya nak je bgn kate " never lose hope ". hehe, tp malu la, hahaha~

so, even sesusah mane hidup, selalu percaya yg setiap yg berlaku pasti ade hikmah nya. kita kene terus tabah and be strong kan ? and spm, 3O HARI LAGI !

k, chauuu, assalamualaikum. NEVER LOSE HOPE !

p/s: harapan, harapan menjadi layu, ingin ku bahagia bersama ...

semoga berbahgia !

salam jumaat. 

waaa. gler lama sya x update kat sini. sorry, maybe sbb spm dh dekat kowt. nanti lps spm sya update sokmo neh ? hehe :)

ok, sya xnak ckp pnjg la , sbb sibuk kan ? :P, actually sya nak tulis ape yg terbuku dlm hati ni.

sakit sgt. ok straight to the point la yer, ia mmg berkaitan dgn gmbr kat ats tu ? 

BOLA.

bola sepak terengganu untuk lebih tepat , lebih sakit untuk terima hakikat ape yg berlaku kpd psukan trganu skrg. tp what to do, sya xleh tlg ape pun slen trus berdoa.

muslim dgn sharbinie and the gang dah xde dlm trganu team next musim. what to do =_=.

sedih gler, bile bace je kat fb kptsn yg kelua dr team trganu or, sebak dada. totally hurt.

so, xpe la. mgkin jodoh mereka dgn trganu dh smpai kat sini je. tp always remember, dl hati pmnt pasukan trganu selalu ad empty spaces untuk korang, so anytime korang bleh blek untuk isi empty spaces dlm hati kami eh ?

untuk yg stay dgn trganu, terima kasih . semoga thun dpn, kita dpt bangkit blek bia dah xde yg selalu jd first eleven utk trganu. kami selalu mendoakan kejayaan korang :3

untuk yg parasit, terima kasih byk3. kerana anda, trganu team jd mcm ny. may god bless u !

dan utk muslim ahmad, smoga maju jaya. dr hrimau muda A pastu trganu then what-team-you-want-join, i'll always be the one who support u :)

terengganu peteh ! <3

p/s: ABC ! asal bukan che mat !!

eternal love

assalamualaikum :)

lama dh sya tggl korang, sorry. macam sebulan gak ? dun worry, i'm here :)) 

salam aidilfitri, maaf zahir batin :)

bila raya datang, kite semua mesti pergi jumpa keluarga2 kan ?  bagi sya, those time was the best . kita gather2, sembang2, dan kongsi suka dan duka kehidupan. most of all, ukhwah kita lebih terjalin kukuh, *cehh ayat, mcm nak buat krgn bm spm* hehe :)

sya balik kampung !! biar xde yg tnya pun, hehe. memang best, yg lompat2 la yg best. kuang3~

syggg korang 

ibu and us :)

ibu and me :))

ni kat kuala lipis la kiranya, jom kita beralih ke bukit tunggal, tok masak nasi dagang memang tip top 5 star hotel pun xleh nak tanding :)

love u guys big time :))

dgn "little boy" , haha

bowling timee :)

mmg priceless kan ? anugerah dr maha kuasa. ok, now it's time to focus trial =_=.

dah sedia ke ?? *debar sak patat doh ny*. wish me luck ! :)

ramadhan dan syawal, moga kita berjumpa lagi tahun depan , Amin :)

ya allah, terangkan hati kami untuk peperiksaan kali ini :)

bless :)

selamat menyambut ramadhan al-mubarak :)

semoga ramadhan taun ini lebih baik dr taun lepas .

AMIN :))

p/s: i cant hate or love you 

we almost close to that

assalamualaikum. barely, today. saturday sya update blog, hehe

today, sya pergi outing-jamuan-wasting time-ing la. luang mase dgn classmate sblm ramadhan n spm :)

waiting the food

the boys 

heart u all

;)

sya pergi kat mcd. yeahh, it's fun la. sya mlas nk tulis2 la. so gambo pun ok eh ? ~

bye :)

p/s: a "good" bye :(

free & single

assalamualaikum, another jumaat and i'm here :D

an interesting week, this week. byk bende happen. dgn cg yg seme kate result kelas sya teruk, dgn nazir nak mri bg sekolah kluster  kt skul sya , dgn SUJU COMEBACK ! haha, part tu yg best sekali.

ermm. tjuk suju untuk 6jib kali ni sexy, free & single. hehe. tp lebih ke diri sya free & single je. suju je lyk utk sexy tu. xpe suju x seksi pun , tetap menjadi pojaan hati ku. hehe. untuk comeback kali ini mmg daebak ! concept dia much better dr yg lepas. and lagu2 pun best. sya sgt suke lagu from u ! lgu ny utk elf . sape la kan x suke lagu yg dibuat khas untuk kita kan? hehe. oppa, saranghae :3

sorry klu kecik je gambo :)

hehe, sm kan trknl dgn gambo teaser yg pelik2, neway, it's nice. selaen teaser pict yg hyuk, sya suke gak yg yesung ! xhu sbb ape, nmpk mcm innocent je, ishh. sya ny lmh sket bhgian innocent ny, bisa jtuh cinta gitu. nak tgk ! ni ~~

 

innocent kan <3

and yg plig daebak kan? kangin is back ! see, we wait for you. heechul, we wait for you too. and sya cadang nk beli gk album kali ny mcm taun  lepas gk . sya nak beli straight dr korea . dgr cite rm 83 sekali nge postage. ok la. *kumpul duit* ! hehe :D

ok la, sya nak pegi kemas2 sket, mlm ny sya nk pergi kl, hr isnin bru blek. lame la sya pntg skul. sedih :(. tp suke :). aikkk, ade ke org camtu ? wateva la. k bye dear~ sexy, free, single i'm ready to bingo !

 my flower boy :)

p/s: we fail, we lose to win :)

prince aiden ;)

assalualaikum dearies !!! hehe. salam jumaat. this week was amazing :)

wonder x sbb aper tjuk prince aiden tu ? kalu ELF for sure tahu aiden tu donghae, tp prince ? hehe. donghae mmg prince :). ny sya nak bg tau , miggu ny sya buat oral bi, geng sya mmg buat dh oral, tp nak buat sekli lg sbb x puas ati . so, this time, iela comes out with good idea then sya pun ape lg kan, bereh je !!

director iela :)

sya dgn geng buat oral test, buat drama psl cinderella. sya jd prince aiden. iela jd witch louise, wani jd cinderella, amalina jd stepmother dgn irah jd stepsister. memang daebak ! dgn classmate sya yg sporting gile thp gaban la. korang !!! i love you. huhu. 

kanak2 riang ? :P

even, drama kita x perfect mane, byk salah, x ckp practise mane. thank you la trma seadanya k ? may Allah bless u always. 

p/s:  sexy, single, free :)

even it's bad, it's okay ~

assalamualikum , it's saturday, saturday, saturday. hehe. may Allah bless ~

ermm, today blog post sya nak habaq pasai hari sukan sekolah. this year sport day memang suck ! sgt best taun2 lepas punyer. esp taun lepas!! tp xpela, nak buat camner kan? sometimes, bende yg kita hrpkan, xkn trlaksana kan ? so , sya just nak cherish every moment untuk hr sukan kali ini, bia x best. sebeb you never miss the well, until the water dry out kan? so sya akan ingat hr sukan utk taun yg last ny smpi bila2.

hr sukan slama 3 hr dijlnkan. hr prtma pembukaan dia. agak bolok so, gitu la. atoii. dgn nunggu vip 5 kurun lame nyer. + jemur tgh panas !!. yaaa~ kpd seme yg x trun padang ari tu, u will paid *evil laugh* . keh3

ary kedua, sukantara. just berlari, lompat jauh nge lontar peluru untuk rmh. ari ke3 la best sket. sket jela. haha. tgk bdk laki berlari, sokong rumah hijau. huaaa, rumah hijau no 4 . sedihh. rumah biru menag then olahragawan dr rumah kuning. hope thun dpn best la, bia sya xdok doh. hehe . 

bye, see u next time. love you alls :)

on your mark, get set GO ! 

banduan ? prisoner ? haha

run devil run , haha :)

korang buat fashion show ker berlari , pak cik oii ?

don give up ! bia seluar nak londeh, hehe

sotong kering !!

yeahh, go saad abi waqas !

 chukahae biru :)

p/s: we're under same sky, but we're not together :(

sorry

assalamualaikum :)

ayoh, sorry. i forget yesterday was father's day. sorry ~

 sorry for all i did. sorry.

sorry that i hurt u. sorry.

sorry that i ever hate you. sorry.

sorry  that i ever regret that u are my father. sorry.

sorry that i put everything before you. sorry.

but,

thanks ,because of you. i'm here. thanks ~

thanks for remember my birthday, this year. thanks.

thanks for the present ; books even u don't know i love books so much. thanks.

thanks that u still care for me, even we're apart . thanks.

thanks for treat me very well when i came to ur home. thanks.

ayoh, may Allah bless u always. i already forgive you. hope you live well there. be happy :)

p/s: Remember the past, plan for the future but live for today, because yesterday is gone and tomorrow may never come.

step by step

assalamualaikum dan salam jumaat. wish u all fine :)

this week buke skul stlh cuti 2 minggu. bosan gler ddk rumah. rse mcm wasting time sgggt. so bile skul buke i'm happy :) to be a better person, nk fokus utk spm. tee hee hee~ then bile msk skul, thulah result !! actually result bleh thu tgk internet je, tp sy ni coward sket, so sya x buke. ngee, tkut doe.

tapi bile msuk skul , seme org tnya result sya so sya buke la, nnti org kate sya bjet bijok plok. adoii. ermm, dgn hati rase nak burst, ku pasrah kepada ketentuan illahi. then, terpapar la result dgn sekali result tov. so bleh tgk la prbezaan yer. sya xhu sya tgk result bio dulu, then it's break my heart +_+.  nk thu result bio je trun and result len naikkk ! kenapa ??? xpe la, i try my best. untuk trial. fighting !

mse hr isnin hr tu, sya dgn geng pose. then mse trun nk telefon kan, sy pun rehat la kt tngga skjp sbb x larat nak pnjt + angin kat situ mcm welcoming us je. pastu sya nmpk aimi, my bestie . pastu sya dgn yasmin pun sekat laluan , sje nk acah. then aimi , she's sick ~ aimi , klu mu bce ny. if u find it hard, i'm here. spill what you want to say, i'm always here ~

so, smpa sini saja kisah kita, jgn kau tangisi keadaannya. haha. ape kaitan dgn lagu januari nyer? ny jun dah tau ? k, bye. kita jumpe d len jumaat ~~ love u  loads ~

  p/s: Don't give up for no reason.

for our no 1

Dear Lee Chong Wei

When things go wrong as they sometimes will,

When the road you're trudging seems all up hill,

When the funds are low and the debts are high

And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,

When care is pressing you down a bit,

Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,

As every one of us sometimes learns,

And many a failure turns about

When he might have won had he stuck it out;

Don't give up though the pace seems slow

You may succeed with another blow,

Success is failure turned inside out

The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,

And you never can tell how close you are,

It may be near when it seems so far;

So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit

It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.

                                                           From your biggest fan :). 

i love you for a thousand years

assalamualaikum, salam jumaat. asal tulis blog je hari jumaat kan? ntah, rase hri jumaat je mcm free skit :)

ermm, 4 hr lepas. nak tau hari ape?? cepat teka !! hehe, my birthday ~~ hehe. sweet seventeen now ! keh3.
tua :P. biaselah , everybody grow up and older. sempena birthday sya, sya doa semoga sya pnjg umur dlm ketaatan kepada Nya , terus study hard, terus tabah menjalani ujian hidup ini. amin :)

nak tau x. kwn sya tau ? sarah, iela, yasmin, irah, pypah dia betray sya. huaa +_+. mase birthday sya ai tu, ade bm punye class. the whole day la. diaorg x wish pun kat sya. kesot tau ? tp sya bukan minah emo , sya kan tough. sya rase diaorg ny mesti ade plan sesuatu. positive thinking la supaya xla sedih mane ~

and yg first wish adlh ime, yg last kali wish pun ime. hehe. thanks bestie :3. you're the best! ibu, adik, kak long, kak irah, ayah pun wish. yg part ayah tu la trkejut skit. hehe. he remember my birthday !! hehe :)

smbg betrayal best friend tu, bile sya buke phone sya pagi tu. sbb phone sya mati malm tu, perghh 15 msej ade. pe bende ny ? tgk3, seme wish diaorg tu. ohhh, ny keje korang ny. bru bajet nak ngajuk. hehe . pastu esok kan pergi skul, mase nak blek, dia org suh sya ttp mata, ny suprise ape tau. then, ade sya paper bag dlm pili bomba punye window tu, buke2 "it's teddy". hehe. suke sangat. love you guys :)

that eunhyuk's puzzle-sarah, pink frame-yasmin. cute aegy -all of them 

andrew matthews's books- ayoh. cinta untukmu- ime

thanks all of u. i love it ! may Allah bless us always ~ lps ny nak tuntut hadiah nge ibu, kak long, kak irah . hehe. jahat. neway, sya nak out dah. i love you for a thousand years and more <3

p/s: time, effort, sweat never betray you !

thanks

assalamualaikum, salam jumaat. how are you doing? fine. actually, emotion sya down skit hri ini. sebab?? semuaaa la. xleh nak merungkai satu per satu. complicated.

tp tujuan sbnr blog spot hari ini nak cite makan makan sidang redaksi kat paradise deluxe. dkt pasir panjang tu. dkt rumah muslim ahmad. dkt dgn rumah hubby. oh mai, gedik nye. haha. neway, jamuan ny, memang best !! dgn seme org yg sporting gler, dgn mknn yg sedap, dgn tmpt yg cantik. hehe :))

ermm, actually malas nk tulis , so sya post pic eh ? jgn mara *senyum ckit*

                                          *  sibuk duk fikir tmpt duduk *

                                            * jakun msuk kedai mahal ckit *

                                               *nyum,nyum*

                                         *happy time together*

                                                    * us <3 *


 tulah sedikit sebyk yg leh sya kongsi, actually mls nak tggu loading gmbr byk2, haha. dgn ini. exam sya dah habes. dan cuti sekolah dh brmula. cuti ade kelas 4 hari. nak tau ? mse birthday sya  ade kelas bm stu hari kat dewan abbas , bes nye *ikhlas ke?* teeheehee. ermm. cuti mmg kne membanting tulang study , exam dah 6 bulan lg. sya, hwaiting !

and terengganu kalah afc cup dgn kelate. sedih tu. tp second half  tu bru trganu ! serang je, defend pon ok. semoga trganu trus men mcm tu. fokus liga super dgn piala malaysia. peteh ganu peteh ! go muslim go !
korang jgn la bosan asyik post sya mesti ade bola esp ckp pasal ganu. nak buat camne, biggest fan :))

ok bye la, sya nak pergi kemas rumah. nanti ibu marah. bila ibu marah. xleh men tenet. waaa, i cant life without internet. hehe :)) . bye, salam :)

                                                          * fake sgt =.= *
 p/s: I laugh at the dumbest joke, go along with the craziest ideas and still manage to have the best times no matter what happens in life.