si buku nota: coz it's uuuuuuu

assalamualaikum !!!

AMARAN !! kepada yg bkn elfs and jewels , sila berundur dari post ni. hahaha. malam ni sya xtau sbb ape happy. myb ade something yg x related dgn org yg sya nak tulis ni. tp quite related la. i'm just happy :D

hari ini. tau x ape tarikh yer ? 404 !!! bagi org biasa, hari ini mcm hari biase jela. tp hari ini hari yg bermakna kepada elfs esp jewels sbb hari ini birthday our jewel boy. my boyyyyy. haha

disini, sya nak nyanyi sket ... "saengil chukahamnida , saengil chukahamnida, saranghaeyo uri hyukjae , saengil chukahamnida.... " , sbb lately sgt panas so bila sya nyanyi bleh la hujan turun. haha.

oppa !!! happy birthday ! there are a lot of things i want to say to u but i dunno how to express it. so sya nak ckp ape je dlm ni. hahaha. sya kenal hyuk ni dari thun 2009. kira mse kita form 2 eh ? so kira 5 thun doh la kenal hyuk ni. eh ? lame dohh. time really flies kan oppa ?

and ape yg buat sya sgt tergilakan mamat ni hah ? mcm pagi petang siang malam dia la laki yg sya syg . xde doh. sya x pernah ade boyfren so dia la satu2 nyer pujaan hati sya. dh la since sya pergi national service, dia become more ohsem. lagi gilaaaa. haha. eh nak senaraikan sbb ape yg bleh head over heel dgn mamat kurus kering tp ade 6 pax ni ? haha. jom bersama sya terokainya. haha

1) CUTE SGTTTT

sebab dia sgt cute tau ? hyuk ni more kepada cute dr handsome. dia ade more cute side than handsome side. and bukan muke dia je yg cute, tp perangai dia pun cute. ahhhh. complete la.

2) SGTTT WITTY

sya memang suke laki yg kelako. hyuk ni sgt kelako. ape yg keluar dari mulut dia sgt kelako. even dia malu, dia nak cover malu pun jadi lawak.

3) HARDWORKING

dari nak kate dia ni lebih talented sya suke side yg hardworking of him. talent most tuhan bagi kat kita. tapi kerja kuat tu will dari kita. myb ape dia capai skrg sbb keje kuat dia. he never stop doing things that he love. keep on oppa, and i want be someone mcm awk !

4) COOL+ INNOCENT

ni la ape yg sya suke pasal dia. sometimes sya x suke bila oppa jadi sgt cool. tp mostly sya suke. kan sj oppa ejek dia yg last rank on looking. mksd nyer, hyuk la yg plg x hensem dlm suju. tp dia rileks je x penah maroh, senyum je. eiii, nak lepok je pale hyuk oppa smbil kabo "eh oppa, maroh la dyeorg tu". tp sya thu oppa xkan penoh maroh member. pastu kalu bila sj oppa nak prank je, mangsa utama hyuk ar, innocent ngat. senang je percaye org, brp kali dh kne tipu, tp still kene tipu di members. sedih la oppa sya ni. xpe, naega yosigo. sya ade nak protect you . haha

5) FAMILY GUY

dia ni mcm perfect je, seme characteristic perfect guy ade pada dia. tp hyuk x perfect. hyuk just hyuk. haha. hyuk ni grown up keluarga yg miskin la. and rumah dia ddk dulu xde toilet pun. sya pun just can't imagine. tp u did it. u finally achieved your dream. and hyuk bleh beli rumah utk parents dia. comel nyer. and hyuk beli kedai kek utk mak dia. mcm franchise kedai punyer kedai la. in spite hyuk punyer pack schedule tp still bila hyuk free, dia pegi TLJ tolong parents dia. again. i'm in love with him. haha

so sampai tu la ape yg sya nak cite ape yg sya suke sgt pasal hyuk. xleh byk2 , nanti korang fall over him. his charmness sgt overload tau. haha

hyuk ah, you're 27 years old now. u're aging now. but still hyuk kne performed something yg need a lot of energy. take care of your health eh. nak suh sya masak, bagi tiket kapal terbang pegi seoul !!! hahaha

now sya nak tulis letter utk hyuk ~ so letter ni utk hyuk je. jgn bace org len. hahaha

TO LEE HYUKJAE:

hyukjae-ya, happy birthday, knowing the fact that u're not going to read this tp still sya nak tulis gak~

you're once a kid.

you're once a boy .

now, you're a man.

even when u're going older and older, u still our hyukjae, till the end. when u're going married having child, i still your biggest fan no matter what. even when i'm married too.

hyukjae oppa, thanks for come to my life. u teach me to never give up, never stop doing things that u believe in this world, treasure person around us and just be yourself .

hyukjae oppa, thanks for all smile,laugh and tears that come from u. u teach me if u want to cry, just cry, dun hold on. haha. that's why u're our crybaby. everybody using word crybaby to you, but u're still strong guy right ? u still want to protect people around u esp your family and members.

you're doing your best to treasure your members. the one that u through a lot of times together. u're leaving space for heechul when he actively acting that time. when 2006 tragedic accident, u're worried about kyuhyun so much and praying so hard while crying . u're give up chance to debut because of junsu. you're stingy but still promise to buy expensive gift for donghae.

hyukjae ya, you once said :

"But most importantly, I want us to treat each other as brothers even when we become fathers. We often laugh and enjoy ourselves when we are together, but there are times when we cry at home. Appearing on this show together was actually deeply emotional for us."

oppa, i know it's hard to see every member leaving for army, but must stay strong. i know when leeteuk leaving for army, that add new responsibilities to u, but i know that u'll do the great job. members will always cheer u on :3

    oppa, i'll always hope that you stay healthy and happy with your family and members. i still hurt
      thinking the scandal that involved u and IU. but nothings to worried right ? u're strong. oppa, when
   the right time comes, i support u whenever what type of girl that u choose as long as she love u,
like we love u and she must be a kind girl. haha

shall i end this letter ? haha. lee hyukjae , if u tired, can u rest for awhile. if u not happy happy, can u tell us ? . if u have been hurt, can u blow a temper too ? hyukjae, may me meet at msia ss5 :3

please be happy and be uri eunhyuk forever.