even it's bad, it's okay ~

assalamualikum , it's saturday, saturday, saturday. hehe. may Allah bless ~

ermm, today blog post sya nak habaq pasai hari sukan sekolah. this year sport day memang suck ! sgt best taun2 lepas punyer. esp taun lepas!! tp xpela, nak buat camner kan? sometimes, bende yg kita hrpkan, xkn trlaksana kan ? so , sya just nak cherish every moment untuk hr sukan kali ini, bia x best. sebeb you never miss the well, until the water dry out kan? so sya akan ingat hr sukan utk taun yg last ny smpi bila2.

hr sukan slama 3 hr dijlnkan. hr prtma pembukaan dia. agak bolok so, gitu la. atoii. dgn nunggu vip 5 kurun lame nyer. + jemur tgh panas !!. yaaa~ kpd seme yg x trun padang ari tu, u will paid *evil laugh* . keh3

ary kedua, sukantara. just berlari, lompat jauh nge lontar peluru untuk rmh. ari ke3 la best sket. sket jela. haha. tgk bdk laki berlari, sokong rumah hijau. huaaa, rumah hijau no 4 . sedihh. rumah biru menag then olahragawan dr rumah kuning. hope thun dpn best la, bia sya xdok doh. hehe . 

bye, see u next time. love you alls :)

on your mark, get set GO ! 

banduan ? prisoner ? haha

run devil run , haha :)

korang buat fashion show ker berlari , pak cik oii ?

don give up ! bia seluar nak londeh, hehe

sotong kering !!

yeahh, go saad abi waqas !

 chukahae biru :)

p/s: we're under same sky, but we're not together :(

sorry

assalamualaikum :)

ayoh, sorry. i forget yesterday was father's day. sorry ~

 sorry for all i did. sorry.

sorry that i hurt u. sorry.

sorry that i ever hate you. sorry.

sorry  that i ever regret that u are my father. sorry.

sorry that i put everything before you. sorry.

but,

thanks ,because of you. i'm here. thanks ~

thanks for remember my birthday, this year. thanks.

thanks for the present ; books even u don't know i love books so much. thanks.

thanks that u still care for me, even we're apart . thanks.

thanks for treat me very well when i came to ur home. thanks.

ayoh, may Allah bless u always. i already forgive you. hope you live well there. be happy :)

p/s: Remember the past, plan for the future but live for today, because yesterday is gone and tomorrow may never come.

step by step

assalamualaikum dan salam jumaat. wish u all fine :)

this week buke skul stlh cuti 2 minggu. bosan gler ddk rumah. rse mcm wasting time sgggt. so bile skul buke i'm happy :) to be a better person, nk fokus utk spm. tee hee hee~ then bile msk skul, thulah result !! actually result bleh thu tgk internet je, tp sy ni coward sket, so sya x buke. ngee, tkut doe.

tapi bile msuk skul , seme org tnya result sya so sya buke la, nnti org kate sya bjet bijok plok. adoii. ermm, dgn hati rase nak burst, ku pasrah kepada ketentuan illahi. then, terpapar la result dgn sekali result tov. so bleh tgk la prbezaan yer. sya xhu sya tgk result bio dulu, then it's break my heart +_+.  nk thu result bio je trun and result len naikkk ! kenapa ??? xpe la, i try my best. untuk trial. fighting !

mse hr isnin hr tu, sya dgn geng pose. then mse trun nk telefon kan, sy pun rehat la kt tngga skjp sbb x larat nak pnjt + angin kat situ mcm welcoming us je. pastu sya nmpk aimi, my bestie . pastu sya dgn yasmin pun sekat laluan , sje nk acah. then aimi , she's sick ~ aimi , klu mu bce ny. if u find it hard, i'm here. spill what you want to say, i'm always here ~

so, smpa sini saja kisah kita, jgn kau tangisi keadaannya. haha. ape kaitan dgn lagu januari nyer? ny jun dah tau ? k, bye. kita jumpe d len jumaat ~~ love u  loads ~

  p/s: Don't give up for no reason.

for our no 1

Dear Lee Chong Wei

When things go wrong as they sometimes will,

When the road you're trudging seems all up hill,

When the funds are low and the debts are high

And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,

When care is pressing you down a bit,

Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,

As every one of us sometimes learns,

And many a failure turns about

When he might have won had he stuck it out;

Don't give up though the pace seems slow

You may succeed with another blow,

Success is failure turned inside out

The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,

And you never can tell how close you are,

It may be near when it seems so far;

So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit

It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.

                                                           From your biggest fan :). 

i love you for a thousand years

assalamualaikum, salam jumaat. asal tulis blog je hari jumaat kan? ntah, rase hri jumaat je mcm free skit :)

ermm, 4 hr lepas. nak tau hari ape?? cepat teka !! hehe, my birthday ~~ hehe. sweet seventeen now ! keh3.
tua :P. biaselah , everybody grow up and older. sempena birthday sya, sya doa semoga sya pnjg umur dlm ketaatan kepada Nya , terus study hard, terus tabah menjalani ujian hidup ini. amin :)

nak tau x. kwn sya tau ? sarah, iela, yasmin, irah, pypah dia betray sya. huaa +_+. mase birthday sya ai tu, ade bm punye class. the whole day la. diaorg x wish pun kat sya. kesot tau ? tp sya bukan minah emo , sya kan tough. sya rase diaorg ny mesti ade plan sesuatu. positive thinking la supaya xla sedih mane ~

and yg first wish adlh ime, yg last kali wish pun ime. hehe. thanks bestie :3. you're the best! ibu, adik, kak long, kak irah, ayah pun wish. yg part ayah tu la trkejut skit. hehe. he remember my birthday !! hehe :)

smbg betrayal best friend tu, bile sya buke phone sya pagi tu. sbb phone sya mati malm tu, perghh 15 msej ade. pe bende ny ? tgk3, seme wish diaorg tu. ohhh, ny keje korang ny. bru bajet nak ngajuk. hehe . pastu esok kan pergi skul, mase nak blek, dia org suh sya ttp mata, ny suprise ape tau. then, ade sya paper bag dlm pili bomba punye window tu, buke2 "it's teddy". hehe. suke sangat. love you guys :)

that eunhyuk's puzzle-sarah, pink frame-yasmin. cute aegy -all of them 

andrew matthews's books- ayoh. cinta untukmu- ime

thanks all of u. i love it ! may Allah bless us always ~ lps ny nak tuntut hadiah nge ibu, kak long, kak irah . hehe. jahat. neway, sya nak out dah. i love you for a thousand years and more <3

p/s: time, effort, sweat never betray you !

thanks

assalamualaikum, salam jumaat. how are you doing? fine. actually, emotion sya down skit hri ini. sebab?? semuaaa la. xleh nak merungkai satu per satu. complicated.

tp tujuan sbnr blog spot hari ini nak cite makan makan sidang redaksi kat paradise deluxe. dkt pasir panjang tu. dkt rumah muslim ahmad. dkt dgn rumah hubby. oh mai, gedik nye. haha. neway, jamuan ny, memang best !! dgn seme org yg sporting gler, dgn mknn yg sedap, dgn tmpt yg cantik. hehe :))

ermm, actually malas nk tulis , so sya post pic eh ? jgn mara *senyum ckit*

                                          *  sibuk duk fikir tmpt duduk *

                                            * jakun msuk kedai mahal ckit *

                                               *nyum,nyum*

                                         *happy time together*

                                                    * us <3 *


 tulah sedikit sebyk yg leh sya kongsi, actually mls nak tggu loading gmbr byk2, haha. dgn ini. exam sya dah habes. dan cuti sekolah dh brmula. cuti ade kelas 4 hari. nak tau ? mse birthday sya  ade kelas bm stu hari kat dewan abbas , bes nye *ikhlas ke?* teeheehee. ermm. cuti mmg kne membanting tulang study , exam dah 6 bulan lg. sya, hwaiting !

and terengganu kalah afc cup dgn kelate. sedih tu. tp second half  tu bru trganu ! serang je, defend pon ok. semoga trganu trus men mcm tu. fokus liga super dgn piala malaysia. peteh ganu peteh ! go muslim go !
korang jgn la bosan asyik post sya mesti ade bola esp ckp pasal ganu. nak buat camne, biggest fan :))

ok bye la, sya nak pergi kemas rumah. nanti ibu marah. bila ibu marah. xleh men tenet. waaa, i cant life without internet. hehe :)) . bye, salam :)

                                                          * fake sgt =.= *
 p/s: I laugh at the dumbest joke, go along with the craziest ideas and still manage to have the best times no matter what happens in life.

i am

 assalamualaikum dear ~

ckp2 meja bulat lepas mkn dgn ibu psl ramai yg org cina masuk islam lately. ibu kate ikim siap buat sesi special utk mualaf ny. then ckp2. ibu kate "baek doa suju awk tu msuk islam".

oh ibu, ibu xhu yg anak puan ibu sorang ny, setiap kali doa lps smbhyg , mse sujud ke, and so on. x prnh lupa utk doa suju masuk islam. x prnh sekali. x kisah klu xleh jupe diaorg in real life. tp harap sgt seblm diaorg msuk islam sebelum sya mati or diaorg mati. mohon supaya Allah tnjukan hidayah kepada diaorg. dun ask me why i being like this. i also dunno the answer. it's undescrible feeling~

so everybody ade hak untuk pertikai, kutuk , judge atau sewaktu dgn nya. seme org ade hak untuk itu. sekian~

p/s: everlasting friend is my name .

everything i do, i do it for you.

           assalamualaikum my dear ~ long time no see, haha. lama kan sya tinggalkan korang kan? sya ni memang sibuk. sibuk hape pun xhu la. tp ari ny, sya mcm free sket. sbb esk cuti then next week paper2 yg x berat sgttt. so sya ade space untuk buang-masa-ing here. hehe

            hari ini sya pekse bio paper2 dgn kim paper 1. conclusion nya, bio ok , hehe. nk berbangga sket leh op ? sya boleh jawab !!!!! yg ruminant tu mcm x confidence cket. rase mase tu nak jerit "kak irah, tlg jwb untuk adik mu yg comel ny" , perasantan betul . menyampah *versi cg addmath sya* . yg chemi tu pun, ok gak. yg x belajo sya memang x leh jwb and something involved calculation, i'm fail +_+

            kelmarin teachers day ! dikesempatan ni sya nak ucpkan terimak kasih kpd semua cg yg ajor sya dr kecik sapa sekarang. jasamu dikenang ~ semoga Allah terus memberi kekuatan kepada mu supaya sabar dlm mendidik anak bangsa :)). esp tchr aza, happy teachers day tchr !!! i love you !
      
            kelmarin semalam *faham*. ape3 jela. trganu seri dgn srwk. mcm hampeh mainan trganu. muslim pun mcm x fokus je. trganu tlg mng la . jebaaaal *_*

            actually post kali ny xde motif, cume saje je nak britahu yg sya lega sbb exam dah nak abes dah. doakan sya bulih result much much much better sebelum ini. ok, stkt ny je. hahaha. salam :D

p/s: my nightmare and sweet dream have same people in it :|

no 1 for me.

                            assalamualaikum. selamat hari ibu :)
                           ibu no matter what happen, we'll always here.
                           come hell or high water.
                           u're the strongest person i ever known.
                           i'll work hard , study hard for you.
                           so when i'm become rich, i will buy you a house.
                           i will send you to mecca every year, what you want most.    
                           ibu,
                           i'm sorry because i cause a lot of troubles.
                           ibu,
                           i love you soooooooooooooooo much <3

               p/s: u know you are the no 1 for me :)

no matter what

assalamualaikum my dearies ~ sihat x ? sya ok2 je, cume mcm selsema jela x kebah lagi, and kinda busy dgn minggu koku then hry selasa ny dah lah berKHEMAH ! you know what ? x sabar gile~ sya memang ngat bende2 cam ny ~ apa ade kaitan ke dgn prkara yg sya nak tulis ary ny pasal khemah tu? rase xde, oh okey, sorry :D

ok, last night. someone, ok not someone tp satu team yg buat hati sya patah seribu. terengganu kalah dgn sime darby yg men liga perdana ? ape ???? wuaaaaaa +___+ why this kind of things happen. and sbb tu seme fan trganu dah melenting , dah nak suh org tu ltk jwtn, org ny ltk jwtn , benci !!! memang seme org mrah + sedih. tp please being rational.

sya xhu la apa yg going's wrong dgn team trganu. tp satu je yg sya thu yg no matter what happen, sya ttp sokong trganu, jatuh bangun kita bersama. tp harap sgtttt trganu men baek second leg nnt . so kita leh g final, x kesah la jumpe kelantan atau kedah. harap sngttt. sya xleh tgk match second leg nnt sbb dah camping, tp doa sya x pernah putus, supaya Allah trus bagi kekuatan kpd pasukan trganu. amin :))

that's all la, sya cbuk, cehhh. x leh bla ayat. trganu, teruskan berjuang.kami bersamamu. bia nanti xde org yg x sokong trganu. sya akan selalu stand 4 trganu ! semarak drul iman sepanjang zaman :)

p/s: u don't have to be a fan from the start. but you have to be a fan till the end ^^

believe

      salam besties , long time no see, well. u know me. i'm kinda busy with all those school things and all sort of  things
      actually, last week ade someone yg sya syg look down on me, and it's bringing me down, it's shattered my heart know ? arggg, pabochorom =.= , ok. "LOOK DOWN ON ME, DOES MAKE OTHERS LOOK UP FOR YOU" ?
      so sya nak buktikan yg sya boleh buat, just wait the day that i will standing on that stage while holding my mom's hand , and bak kate cg bakar dlm assembly xd "believing is seeing".! yes , u can do it !

p/s: i have a dream,  i believe  my dream :)

that person

                               kalau sya tgk awak, sya sengsara
                               kalau sya x tgk awak, sya sengsara
                               kalau awk senyum ke sya, sya sengsara
                               kalau awak senyum ke org lain, sya sengsara


                       no matter where you are, may ALLAH bless ~


p/s: I hate that I still care about you.

high blood pressure =='

salam dearies, keh3 , lama dah sya tinggal korang, jangan la marah, senyum sket :), hehe.

disebabkan tis year spm and nak tau sya tgh dlm exam week lg ny , tp sbb next week punyer paper dah nak habis and x la berat sgt, so sya nak spill something la here.

actually xde ape yg betul2 nak cite, just nak cite pasal TOV yg agak suck,

paper yg sya x sit lg bio 2, chem 3, pqs and bio 3. xla susah sgt exp bio. sya nak skor bio sbb sya target sya nak A bio 4 this time, mintak2 la dimakbulkan doa sya, Amin :)

yg superb duber susah nyer add math *semestinya*, nanti kalau sy rasa add math sng, sya buat makan2 ajak korang semua makan k ? , ape la perasaan rasa add math senang, tp sya honestly rasa sya improve lg skit dr sebelum2 ny, tp bab differentation tu mmg sya tinggal, sya mmg x thu and blur when it's come to this chapter, tg part log still ada yg sya tinggal, tp sya bleh la jawab yg selain nyer. xpe3, improve skit demi skit, lame2 jadi bukit kan ? hehe :)

and sya nk cite ny mase sya jwb chem1 kan? sya x jwb soklan 1 dan 2 sbb sya nak perasan tp bile sya perasan bile kwn sya tnya jwb ape soklan 1, then mase tu abes mase dah, yg pelik nyer, seme penuh sy lorek, pelik gler, then sya padam *yg 1 dan 2 tembak la * yg soklan sya jwb , sya padam tukar jwpn yg sya betul2 jwb, sampai mcm no 10 tu ape yg sya jwb dalam question book sama dgn ap yg sya lorek bru sya hantar, hehe, what  a careless action :|

ny semua punyer pasal bdk laki ddk sebelh sya ny, ecece, kita yg salah salahkan org len, korang nak tau tak, bdk sebelah sya ny dia cm jwb 10 soklan pastu dia tidur, sya pun biaq pi dialah, then mcm pukul 3 dia x bgn2, exam hbes 3.15. sya pun pggil la dia dgn volume suara yg slow, dia x bgun lagi, dr mase ke semasa sya tinggi kan volume, pastu kwn sya prsn, kwn sya bg highlighter suh lempar kat dye, dua kali sya lempar kat dia still x bgun2, peh mmg tidur mati la, kwn dia yg laki lempar eraser, ketuk kepala dia, salam tangan dia, nak tau dia x bgun2, dan satu kelas pun suka la, ustaz yg jg exam mase tu perasan, ustaz kata biar dia la,sape sub tido mase exam. at last, smpai abes exam dia x bgun, bila habes je, kwn dia goncang meja dia, bru dia sedar, kelaka la ketua kelas sya ny :P

erm, nothin tu say la, sya pun nak pegi smbg studi dah ny, oit dgr cite next week ari khamis sya and the the rest form 5 student kene tido kat asrama pastu ustaz mizan dtg, ishhh, x best nyer, actually sya x suke ustaz tu, suke sgt buat org nanges, ape kes tau ! wakaka, x baek la x suke org, hehe :0

ok lah sy nak chau dah, jgn miss ya neh ? i'll come bak la my dearies, wish me luck 4 sisa baki exam  ok ?

love u and selamat petang :3

p/s: Pain makes you stronger. Fear makes you braver. Heartbreak makes you wiser.

back to school

Assalamualaikum my dearies, dan salam jumaat,sape yg boys tu pergi la smbhyg jumaat :D

Wahaha,lama nyer x jumpe korang.mcm post yg lepas sya kata sya akan on9 seminggu sekali kan? actually x la mcm tu,mcm tiap hari je sya on9 tp mcm 3 minit je,x lame pun, so don't punish me :p

Amacm skul ha ? best ke , bosan or mlas nak bgun pagi2, ek na tahu sgt korang bgun lewat mase cuti skola ny.haha,bocor rahsia, sya ok je msuk skul ny,sbb leh jumpe kawan2 sya yg rindu diaorg giler, and enviroment skul yg sya miss, tu je kot.haha , rindu "certain" tchr la. jahat nguh dpt student mcm ny.

This year,sya still duk kelas yg same iaitu 5 ar-rahman.nak kate sedih,x la sgt.tp nka kata happy x pun.mcm heartless gitu.tp yg x syok nye kelas 5 al-qalam duk jauh dgn blok form 5 sbb ade student dlm kelas tu dia sakit so xleh la pnjt tangga tinggi2, waa,sarah dgn pypah duk kelas tu,jauh la nak jdi gile2 dgn korang.haha.tp x pun,jumpe selalu je :)

Yg pasal cikgu nye, paling BEST! sbb yg teach sya thun ny same je mcm taun lepas exp mm dgn phy,honestly,sya nak bgtau sya mmg doa  nak tukar cg untk subject tu bila nek form 5, cg yg ajar sya x fhm ape pun dia aja, sya yg dumb or cg yg syok sendiri, sya pun x tau =='. bila msuk thun bru mesti ade cg yg tukar,yg cg yg tukar,yg menjadi perhatian seme budak tojie , ustazah anisah tukar and ustaz amran TOO ! part ustzh anisah tu *xde perasan* tp yg ganti ustzah anisah jd pk hem : cg bakar ! daebak,mmg best ar ~

tp yg part ustaz amran tu sedih giler,ustaz ny ajar sya bhasa arab mase form 3 ,sya mmg blur ba bfore form 3 tau tp bile msk form 3, sya dah mcm ok je dgn ba, ustaz mmg the best,jasamu dikenang,semoga bahagia di sekolah yg baru :))

Sekolah xde yg beza still yg same,nak brbh ape yer ?? haha, tp adelah nasi lauk ayam dah naek 5 posen,mak aiii,xde yg murah dah kat dunia ny,mmg tough gler.tp still sya rasa something lost dlm hati sya,sya rasa mcm kosong je,sya mcm hidup kat tojie nampak sesuatu yg in reality nye mmg dah xde,but sya,live on!

sbb nya spm taun nya,sya mcm rajin skit,focus byk dlm skul,dlm kelas x chatting la dgn kwan,nak buat cam ne kan? sape yg x tkut spm,kelmarin ade prog pemurnian form 5, ade alumni ny dtg lawat skul,kak2 ny blaja kat oversea,aussie doe,best nyer,yg ny buat semangat sya nak study hard supaya dpt straight a's ny,so do pray me k ? love u :P

And yg buat sya happy ny minggu2 awal skul ny, suju menang daesang GDA ! yeahhhh,the best,mmg x rugi la duit sya beli mr simple straight dr korea ,tp kalu x menang pun still sya rase worth beli mr simple album la,suju mmg de best, sj dan elf , i truly madly deeply love u :)

Ok,sya nak dah out dah,kejap je sya nak on9,ok my dearies,kita jumpe next week plak sya nak story moli k, and lupe kepada dear  iela junsu, happy bithday,may ALLAH bless u always,jum kita studi smart untk spm and dpt ape yg kita impikan, love u gal !

p/s: i have died everyday waiting of you :(

wishlist

Assalamuailaikum my dearies :) , happy new year,may ALLAH bless.

Ok,dgn rasmi nya hari ni dah 2012,pehh.time really flies.semua org ade azam masing2 untuk tahun yg bru kan nak jdi manusia yg lebih berguna kepada diri,keluarga,bangsa dan negara.semua org nak start thun yg bru dengan somethin yg bleh kita bangga by the end of this year kan ? jgn lah.an apologize this year is last year wish.kalau setiap tahun mcm tu bila nak maju.kita tetap akan mcm "tertinggal kereta api" la.semua org maju,berjaya dan move on tp kita tetap mcm dulu,x best la mcm tu~

Sya pun ada azam baru.mesti semua org ade kan? dan yg tersedia maklum thun ny sya nak ambik spm dah.sya x kisah pun yg part dah jadi tua ke hape.biasalah mane ade semakin muda and semakin jadi kecik.semua org membesar dan tua.mesti semua org kata yg spm la yg paling penting dlm hidup seorg pelajar.bende yg menentukan masa depan kita kan? yes,i admit it.and i'm not going to ruin it !

yes,kena fight la.tp bukan kne pergi belaja karate ke taekwando ke judo,kalau mcm tu baek sya nak jadi bodyguard PM mcm dlm cerita city hunter.k hape,leh jupe org mcm lee yun seoung ke presecutor kim ke ? *ok,stop dreaming* sya dah kmbali ke dunia realiti ny.spm pun mcm medan perang.cume sya x tau lg lah tarikh perang tu akn tercetus.kena la siap dr segi mental dan fizikal.kne kuat semangat,ilmu penuh di dada then tawakal kepada ALLAH.

Sebab spm sya nak harungi tahun ny sya nak buat la perancangan sikit mcm ;

1)Study Hard and Smart

2)Buat Timetable untuk diri sendiri

3)Byk kan latihan subject sya yg lemah

4)Buat nota kecil

5)On9 maybe seminggu sekali 

6)x Tgk Tv exp *match bola*

Setakat la tu sya nak list,byk lagi kan.kalu yg biasa semua org kata kene pergi tuisyen,kene buat study group.ok mmg la sya nak buat semua tu.and sya kene siapkan nak buat lesen moto la kalu x mcm mana nak pegi.you go girl *tetiba*

And memang kene jadi studyholic mcm chek dyedee kte kan ? Sya nak pergi msuk uni yg ok,sya bleh dpt scholarship so sya xyah la susahkan parents sya,sya nak dapat course yg sya suke biarlah sya x tau nak ambik ape course bila msuk uni nanti.and most of all,bila masuk thun baru ny,sya nak jadi hamba Allah yg lebih bertaqwa la.bila kita usaha bersusah payah,kene la doa kat Allah.non-stop pray.doa kan senjata org mukmin kan ?~

bersempena thun baru ny sya pun harapkan Allah berikan sya kekuatan,terangkan hati,kuatkan ingatan dan rahmat dari-Nya yg x pernah putus berlimpah ruah.x lupa juga kepada keluarga sya,kawan sya dan org2 yg sya sayang.semoga Allah selalu bersama2 mereka.

let's make this year more better than last2 year kan.first step tu yg paling penting kan ? tp first step tu yg paling susah.InsyaAllah,semoga kita mampu melakukannya.Hwaiting ! Basya ! Ganbatte !

p/s : Another month, another year, another smile, another tear, another winter, another summer but there can never be another you.

at last

Assalamuailaikum my dearies :) . last day of 2011,may you have a bliss ~

Ok,semua org dah tau yg esok dah 2012 kan? korang takut x ? ermm,kalau sya ada pilihan sya akan kata sya takut.tp sbb sya xde pilihan and i have to say yg sya kan through all of hardships comes ahead ! well,kalau yg budak nak msuk drjh satu pun dia takut nak msuk skul sbb kne independent,kne berpisah dgn parents yg slma ny being there for them all the time kan ? tp,bg sya,tomorrow sya dah jadi budak form 5 or lagi best dgr kak form 5, ngee ~

Bila sbt je form 5 mesti je yg dtg serta merta dlm kotak fikiran semua org adlh cik abg syg "S" tu kan? haha,nak sbt full mmg ngeri,tu x brapa berani ny *takdi kata berani?* ok,ok la.sya sebut cik abg syg SIJIL PEPERIKSAAN MALAYSIA ! puas? hehe.*sigh*.apelah sya ny "dan aku mmg penakut" *mood nyanyi lagu yuna :P*

Sbnarnya sya nak cite ape yg happen 2011,bkn nak cite ape yg sya dream,to-do or wateva untuk 2012. (gambar diats sekadar hiasan) .hihi. biasalah end year ny mmg sya putus fius skit.2011 mmg byk yg trjadi.manis,pahit,masin,kelat,payau *nak list x abes la* dan mcm2 la yg trjadi.tp sya nak cite ape yg manis dan pahit je.yg lain jgn lah terasa hati.sya x bias tp malas :P

Apa yg manis eh trjadi 2011 ny ? *bajet korang tau* ok,ny nak bgtau ny.sabar sat yer :)

1) Trip sya kat singapore dgn family.almost all the time sya rasa happy.sape yg x happy spend time dgn keluarga sendiri.sape yg x happy mmg heartless la.harap taun dpn kita bleh pergi jln2 same,lepas sya abes spm ok? *deal!*

2)Jumpa dgn 4S1A dgn yasmin la sekali.nanti terasa hati kalau yasmin kalau sya x sebut.sya kan baik? *sepak muka sendiri*.sesepa yg x thu 4S1A tu,meh sini sya habak na, 4S tu syameera,sarah,syakirah,syakila then 1A, afifah. tp kita sebut 4sia je.senang skit.arghhh,rindu yer awok ny.rindu buat keje gila,rindu jerit mcm x hengat dunia,rindu nak stalk.ok,ok hri selasa ny kita jumpe.eh,klau kita x sama kelas taun dpn still kita kwn baek kan ? *deal!*

yg tu jelah yg most sweet things happen tp ade lagi,cume malas nak terang satu persatu~

3)4 ar-rahman famiglia ;)

4)Terengganu mng piala fa :)

5)Lee Chong Wei mng All England :)

5)Harimau muda mng emas kat sea games :)

Ade kot bende laen yg sweet tp maybe sya x leh list la kat sini,kan bukan name blog tp name diary plak,sorry la dear.Ok turn untuk cite apa yg pahit terjadi spnjang tahun ny ~

1) Stay 2 minggu rumah ayah and ape yg happen before and after.kalau bleh sya x nak pun happen seme bende ny.sya nak mcm dulu.tp nak buat camner,takdir Allah kan?

2)Jiha pindah skul.mase jiha bgtau kat sya lps abis periksa,sya rasa mcm joke,tp sya tau jiha x buat joke bende mcm tu.ok,sya akan hilang kwn baek sya dr fom 1 lagi.lepas msuk kelas sya,jwb periksa.mase jiha bgtau x nanges lagi,tp bila jwb periksa,enviroment dead silent,mula lah nak tggu 1 saat air mata nak jatuh.lepas jiha pergi,sya rasa ade je sya by my side tp hakitat nya,jiha dah pindah skul.bila lame2 sya bleh adopt tp ttp sya x kan lupakan jiha.kita friend forevers kan ? jiha,aimi dgn meera <3

Apa yg pahit yg trjadi thun ni ade lagi,yg malas nak terang panjang jela nye ;

1)Heechul masuk army +_+

2) Trganu kalah piala malaysia +_+

3)Harimau Malaya x layak dlm kelayakan piala dunia +_+

Dlm hidup ny kan xde yg manis selalu and x ade juge yg selalu pahit.Allah itu adil.tp what make us broken make us more stronger kan?.korang mesti perasan byk juge pasal sport and most of it football kan? biasalah,sya mmg suke sport and badminton dan bola la plg suke.kalau ckp pasal bola,3 hari 2 malam x abes sya rasa *trganu,tlg menang mlm ny,bia friendly match je* huhu.selingan,jgn marah.And moral of stories,hidup ini anugerah so Live Life right ?~

Dan bila ckp pasal new year mesti ade yg prgi celebrate la,kalau kl tu pergi dataran merdeka,buat countdown then ade fireworks,haha.happy nyer,bg yg pergi.bg sya mcm AKASKFHJK.mcm tulah nak describe,tp pandangan msg2 berbeza kan.kalu yg pergi tu dah besar xpe la.kalau mcm baya2 sya je,x bgus kot *wahh,intro mcm nak bg tazkirah* .ingat lagi kat nasi lemak kopi O punyer show,dia ajak tetamu yg handle rumah raudatus sakinah, ustazah tu kate "event mcm ny,kita bleh lihatlah hasil nya 9 bulan nanti".ambik kau,sentap habis ayat doe.so,duduk la rumah muhasabah diri kita apa yg trjadi spnjang tahun ny and apa yg kita perlu lakukan thun yg akan dtg untuk jd better person ~

kepada 2011,thanks for teach me a lot of things.tahun ny sya rase lebih better dr 2010 la.2010 mmg suck giler.huhu.tp being thankful ok bia ape pun yg trjadi.everything happen with a reason.kalau nak ckp pasal azam 2012,esok punye post la sbb still 2011 lg ny.nak cherish every moment *bia sebenarnya nak pegi bndr beli buku nak msuk skul* haha.post yg sya janji tu postpone lagi la nampak nya.ok bye dear :) 

WELCOME 2012,BYE 2011 :)

P/s: Dear 2011, stop trying to tap my shoulder, I'm not gonna look back, it's the past and I'm being focus on keep moving. Sincerely, me.

i'm crying ...

Assalamuailaikum my dearies, and i'm so down right now +_+

Soalan yg sama keep on bermain kat kepala sya "why they did like that to us" "WHY?"

sya memang xde mood nak rant kat blog ny,tp sbb hati sya sakit sangat,so sya nak luahkan isi hati sya.let the whole world know,ape yg diaorang buat tu mmg gile punye bodoh !

Apa yg diaorg x puas hati sgt ha ? dari dulu sampai skrg ! most all duit yg korang dpt tu dr kitaorg tau ? SME,don't you know about that? apa hal yg nak bias gile? x habis2 lagi ke? asal yg kejam gile yer? x puas hati lagi ke dgn kes GDA last year sampai bgtau kat ELF yg oppa x perform kat pre record sbs gayo daejun but actually diaorg perform ! tolonglah SME , tlg lah stop buat oppa kitaorg mcm ny ! ! tolonglah *i beg*

those tweet suju tntg kes ny,those tweet make me cry +.+

ELF 아니면 아무 의미없는 연말...다 짜잉나!!!!!!! 맘마머겅 두번머겅

Without ELF, there is no meaning to the year-end… Everything frustrates me!!!!!!!! Eat Eat Twice

@AllRiseSilver 세번 먹엉~^^ㅋㅋㅋ

 @AllRiseSilver Eat three times ~ ^^ ㅋㅋㅋ

미안해요 ELF ..

i'm sorry,ELF

 1)if we've done anything wrong, it must be the crime of working too hard, don't you agree everyone? well just forget it.. what a long day..

2)any way.. you look at it, there isn't a group more hard-working than us, and there can't be a group more pitiful than us..damn it!

ok,SME . how could you all make our precious boys cry ? or that's all what u wanted.it's hurt so much until i' crying too. nothing hurt than see person that we love crying while we can't there by their side.so sya nangis la same2 dgn oppas.don't worry oppa,nanti kbs dgn mbc ELF akan serbu,so mbc dgn kbs kena isi tempat molek2 la yer ? sbb elf nak dtg serbu ! don't look down on us, because we're ELF ! 

dan oppa,marahlah sekali kat SME tu,jgn lah ikut je ape yg diaorg suruh.biar diorg tahu yg diaorg yg x jage hati org yg jaga hati diaorang.and we'll always by your side oppa.bende tu,oppa jgn risau.just do the best and the rest,let's us handle it ! oppa ! we love u always <3

because we're elf !

because you all our superman :)

Ok,feel much better now :). suke bila oppa pandai dah back up diri sendiri.x hidup dlm shadow SME.yeah,mmg SME yg wujudkan SUJU tp yg buat SME sehebat skrg sbb SUJU.so stop la all childish act like bias tu.satu bende jgn lupa , WE'RE EVERLASTING FRIEND !

p/s: if the whole world betray SUPER JUNIOR,ELF will betray the whole world !