fly fly

assalamualaikum, sorry i'll make it short. since malam ni sya dah nak bertolak pergi kl, and then sya nak smbg belajar di kolej matrikulasi perak. !! yeahh, jurusan sains la ><

sorry sbb tggl lame smpai berhabuk dh blog ni, tp mmg seriously sya busy lately (ye ker ?), anyway i'm excited for new things in my life. kan ? x sabar nak jumpa kawan baru, and enviroment totally lain dgn skul.

mmg sya xleh nak tulis pnjg2, kene byk bende lagi nak siap, so doakan sya baik2 saje kat sane, nanti ade mase sya update. wish me luck :) a way to go for 4.0 cgpa. fly fly <3

p/s: stop being manja, start being a ninja 

coz it's uuuuuuu

 

assalamualaikum !!! 

AMARAN !! kepada yg bkn elfs and jewels , sila berundur dari post ni. hahaha. malam ni sya xtau sbb ape happy. myb ade something yg x related dgn org yg sya nak tulis ni. tp quite related la. i'm just happy :D

hari ini. tau x ape tarikh yer ? 404 !!! bagi org biasa, hari ini mcm hari biase jela. tp hari ini hari yg bermakna kepada elfs esp jewels sbb hari ini birthday our jewel boy. my boyyyyy. haha

 

disini, sya nak nyanyi sket ... "saengil chukahamnida , saengil chukahamnida, saranghaeyo uri hyukjae , saengil chukahamnida.... " , sbb lately sgt panas so bila sya nyanyi bleh la hujan turun. haha.

oppa !!! happy birthday ! there are a lot of things i want to say to u but i dunno how to express it. so sya nak ckp ape je dlm ni. hahaha. sya kenal hyuk ni dari thun 2009. kira mse kita form 2 eh ? so kira 5 thun doh la kenal hyuk ni. eh ? lame dohh. time really flies kan oppa ?

and ape yg buat sya sgt tergilakan mamat ni hah ? mcm pagi petang siang malam dia la laki yg sya syg . xde doh. sya x pernah ade boyfren so dia la satu2 nyer pujaan hati sya. dh la since sya pergi national service, dia become more ohsem. lagi gilaaaa. haha. eh nak senaraikan sbb ape yg bleh head over heel dgn mamat kurus kering tp ade 6 pax ni ? haha. jom bersama sya terokainya. haha

 

1) CUTE SGTTTT

sebab dia sgt cute tau ? hyuk ni more kepada cute dr handsome. dia ade more cute side than handsome side. and bukan muke dia je yg cute, tp perangai dia pun cute. ahhhh. complete la.

2) SGTTT WITTY

sya memang suke laki yg kelako. hyuk ni sgt kelako. ape yg keluar dari mulut dia sgt kelako. even dia malu, dia nak cover malu pun jadi lawak. 

3) HARDWORKING

dari nak kate dia ni lebih talented sya suke side yg hardworking of him. talent most tuhan bagi kat kita. tapi kerja kuat tu will dari kita. myb ape dia capai skrg sbb keje kuat dia. he never stop doing things that he love. keep on oppa, and i want be someone mcm awk ! 

4) COOL+ INNOCENT

ni la ape yg sya suke pasal dia. sometimes sya x suke bila oppa jadi sgt cool. tp mostly sya suke. kan sj oppa ejek dia yg last rank on looking. mksd nyer, hyuk la yg plg x hensem dlm suju. tp dia rileks je x penah maroh, senyum je. eiii, nak lepok je pale hyuk oppa smbil kabo "eh oppa, maroh la dyeorg tu". tp sya thu oppa xkan penoh maroh member. pastu kalu bila sj oppa nak prank je, mangsa utama hyuk ar, innocent ngat. senang je percaye org, brp kali dh kne tipu, tp still kene tipu di members. sedih la oppa sya ni. xpe, naega yosigo. sya ade nak protect you . haha

 

5) FAMILY GUY

dia ni mcm perfect je, seme characteristic perfect guy ade pada dia. tp hyuk x perfect. hyuk just hyuk. haha. hyuk ni grown up keluarga yg miskin la. and  rumah dia ddk dulu xde toilet pun. sya pun just can't imagine. tp u did it. u finally achieved your dream. and hyuk bleh beli rumah utk parents dia. comel nyer. and hyuk beli kedai kek utk mak dia. mcm franchise kedai punyer kedai la. in spite hyuk punyer pack schedule tp still bila hyuk free, dia pegi TLJ tolong parents dia. again. i'm in love with him. haha

 

 so sampai tu la ape yg sya nak cite ape yg sya suke sgt pasal hyuk. xleh byk2 , nanti korang fall over him. his charmness sgt overload tau. haha

hyuk ah, you're 27 years old now. u're aging now. but still hyuk kne performed something yg need a lot of energy. take care of your health eh. nak suh sya masak, bagi tiket kapal terbang pegi seoul !!! hahaha

 

now sya nak tulis letter utk hyuk ~ so letter ni utk hyuk je. jgn bace org len. hahaha

TO LEE HYUKJAE:

hyukjae-ya, happy birthday, knowing the fact that u're not going to read this tp still sya nak tulis gak~

you're once a kid.

 

you're once a boy .

now, you're a man. 

 

even when u're going older and older, u still our hyukjae, till the end. when u're going married having child, i still your biggest fan no matter what. even when i'm married too. 

hyukjae oppa, thanks for come to my life. u teach me to never give up, never stop doing things that u believe in this world, treasure person around us and just be yourself .

hyukjae oppa, thanks for all smile,laugh and tears that come from u. u teach me if u want to cry, just cry, dun hold on. haha. that's why u're our crybaby. everybody using word crybaby to you, but u're still strong guy right ? u still want to protect people around u esp your family and members. 

 

 

you're doing your best to treasure your members. the one that u through a lot of times together. u're leaving space for heechul when he actively acting that time. when 2006 tragedic accident, u're worried about kyuhyun so much and praying so hard while crying . u're give up chance to debut because of junsu. you're stingy but still promise to buy expensive gift for donghae.

hyukjae ya, you once said :

"But most importantly, I want us to treat each other as brothers even when we become fathers. We often laugh and enjoy ourselves when we are together, but there are times when we cry at home. Appearing on this show together was actually deeply emotional for us."

oppa, i know it's hard to see every member leaving for army, but must stay strong. i know when leeteuk leaving for army, that add new responsibilities to u, but i know that u'll do the great job. members will always cheer u on :3

                               
          oppa, i'll always hope that you stay healthy and happy with your family and members. i still hurt
        thinking the scandal that involved u and IU. but nothings to worried right ? u're strong. oppa, when
           the right time comes, i support u whenever what type of girl that u choose as long as she love u,
        like we love u and she must be a kind girl. haha

 

shall i end this letter ? haha. lee hyukjae , if u tired, can u rest for awhile. if u not happy happy, can u tell us ? . if u have been hurt, can u blow a temper too ? hyukjae, may me meet at msia ss5 :3

please be happy and be uri eunhyuk forever.

 

 

 

 

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 (from your yeongwhoni biggest fan )

p/s:  My biggest fear is never loving anyone again the way I loved you.. :(

chukahae !

assalamualaikum semua !!

sihat ? i'm all good. and rase mcm smkin bertambah sihat ade la. tidur mkn pahtu jadi bibik pahtu on9 pahtu tgk tv. memang "best" kan ? ini dinamakan living lifelessly. tp bak kate ibu , " ni la nak rehat serehatnya, nnt msuk u belajar sebelajarnya" haha. apepun ibu gak yg terbaik :3

so apesal sya post gambr "alhamdullilah" yer ? xpelah kan, kita as Allah's servant kene grateful la all the time. hehehe. tp post kali ni special skit. ok being honestly, sya tgk blog chek dyedee. punye la budak tu semangat update. blog sya pun dah dusty so i'm here. korang suke kan ? *perasan betul*

ok la straight to my heart i just can believe it. haha. org jobless mcm ni. putus fius. ok straight to the point, seminggu lepas dah kan ? result spm keluar !!!! ceh, seminggu bru nak update, biaselah, sibuk mengisi borang on9 ni. pahtu crash berjuta2 kali. sabar2. x nak congrat kat sya ? ok la, flying colours la jugak. yer ker ? flying colours tu bukan utk org yg naek ats pentas ke ? ape nyer, tu seme penilaian manusia. sbb tu yg the best Allah bagi untk kita kan ? so, u did so well syameera. next time, let's work harder. no. more more harder. sbb result sya xlepas any scholar sbb x dpt stret a's. *cries a river*. haha. so kene struggle kat asasi or matrik utk dpt scholar for degree. go !!!! u can ~

and disini saya nur syameera mohd tahar dari 5 ar rahman ingin mengucapkan terima kasih kepada semua. ibu bapa, family, kwn2, cikgu2, pihak skul and semua pihak yg terlibat secara langsung dan x langsung. hanya Allah yg boleh balas jasa korang. korang memang the best !! and utk yg dpt result gempak, congrat tau. u make SMKATJ proud. and dpt result biase2 mcm sya, Allah plans something good in the future, just don't give up and believe on yourself ! and dpt result yg x brp ok, x semestinya korang x berjaya tp Allah nak korang lagi work harder in the future. everybody, jom usaha lebih kuat !!! and utk junior, belajar rajin2. jgn koya dgn dunia tau ? let's make smkatj proud. dan utk cikgu, semoga Allah terus titipkan semangat yg kuat untuk mendidik warga smkatj . cehhhhh, skema gila mcm speech ketua pengawas je. haha. tp siyesly this is sincerely from deep of my  heart tau ?~ accept it. haha

what's next , ermm. congrat jugak utk aimi,jiha,sarah,iela,irah,yasmin,pypah. ape pun. result korang mmg gempak ! proud of u :3, dan utk 5AR. congrat jugak. kita dh harungi byk bende last year, susah dan senang. no matter what, itu yg terbaik untk kita, perjuangan kita x berakhir kat sini. and doa meera selalu iringi perjuangan korang. ececece, jiwang plak malam2 yg indah ni.

ok, perancangan utk smbg bljr sya smbg post yg next ok ? tggu tau. xmboh tggu pun x ape. i x kisah. lalala. hahaha. bye, good night . assalamualaikum :3

p/s: Kurang semangat mengakibatkan lebih banyak kegagalan berbanding kurangnya kebijaksanaan atau kemahiran. - Flower A. Newhouse

a short journey

haiiii sep cow. ni ayat sya blaja dr this short journey, sihat x ? kalau x , nak pegi bwk pegi medic. haha. MA dia ensem kat sane. huhu. i'm back !!!! anyone excited ? mesti xde. xpela. nak pergi balek pdg kacong la mcm ni. huaaaa.

sya ni mmg ntah-hape-ntah sket lps blek plkn. ok , back to the topic. alhamdullilah, selamat lah sya menjalani latihan selama 75 hari atau 10 minggu kat plkn. mcm mimpi. seriously. kalu dulu mse dpt thu kene pegi punyer la serung tp skrg dgn jaya nya dh balek pun. yeahh, chareaso *smbil pat kepala sendiri* ~

ok, where should i start, sbb kalau nak sya cite one by one, memang 3 hr 3 mlm belum pasti hbes nak cite, so sya cut2 la. ambk yg best2 dgn yg penting2 je k ? x kisah kan ? *peduli hape ak korang kisah ke x* haha

sya punyer kem ni sblh je dgn kem teuk oppa. ok2, serious. kau main yer wirawati. haha. kem sya dkt dgn bkt payong. google map sendiri. malas nak cite. kira about half an hour kowt dri home tecinta. kira kem ni kem yg plg dkt dgn ktee la. bersyukur la sape duk ktee . bersebek la sape duk kuantan, kb, k.krai , machang dn sekutunya. 

Kat sane ade 4 compeni ; alpha, bravo, charlie, delta. so sya ditakdirkan dlm compeni Bravo. compeni ny mmg terbaek ! sume sporting !!! *tagline2x* arghh, miss u guys ! and sya selama 75 hari tinggal kat dorm d. ya allah, thanks for give us chance to meet each other. sep cow light up my day at plkn even when i'm sad or happy. love u all. 

champion !

wira bravo~

wirawati bravo ~

beloved dorm d <3

kami bgun pkul 5.30, kene smbhyg subuh berjemaah, tp ade je yg smbhyg kat dorm. lena sgt tido. haha. pastu pt pagi 6.30 smpai 7.30 pastu makan. 8.30 msuk kelas sampai la tgh hari. pkul 2.30 depend la sometimes smbg kelas, sometimes aktiviti fizikal. kelas ni ade smpai nak habes. dlm 2 minggu nk blek bru hbes kelas. mule pembinaan karakter, budaya kerja, pkrs, then kenegaraan. antr yg best myb kenegaraan sbb awal2 ade xtvt perisai zaman mcm xplorace g2. best sgttt, nk thu lbh lanjut msk la plkn. haha. biase la kump 1 ni byk duk dlm kelas, wak gane kump dgr kate . kuang2 . then ptg 5.30 pegi riadah. maghrib+isyak wajib jemaah kat surau as-syuhada then mlm roll call ! roll call always been nightmare to us , u know ? but now, we miss roll call ~~ tu la manusia ~ haha. 

so kalau sya cite satu per satu memang x hbes la kan ? so sya decided utk pilih some event yg sya rase best utk dikongsi bersama. n mostly aktiviti fizikal la kowt . hehe

1) Kawad

practice !!

ermm, match kawad actually 3 hr sblm sya balek , tp start berlatih dr awal lagi. tp semangat betul2 nyer mcm 2 minggu nak tanding . haha. byk kenangan dlm kawad, kitaorg bersatu, kitaorg x puah hati btween each other, kitaorg tahan diri tgh panas, kitaorg sama2 nak menang. semua la kiranya. awal2 kitaorg x hbt sgt. ade another compeni yg dah siap formasi segala bende , tp kitaorg  formasi pun x fkir lg ,still betatih yg kat kawad dimanik je la. tp God bless us, atas usaha semua, berlatih wlaupun letih, and after dgr cg tikah punyer pesanan. kitaorg menang tmpt ke2 tau ? xleh r lwn charlie, cg yg ajr dia pakar kawad. huhu.

neway ! u guys did so well. beri tepukan untk diri anda. or mybe ayat cg tikah kowt jadi kita menang "BERGERAK MCM ORG HIDUP LA BRAVO!".  all thanks to cg tikah, cg ida and tkj cg huda yg ajar hentak kaki semasa berjln dgn hormat ke kanan ! and 4 skuad leader ; maafkan kami, kitaorg mmg degil dan x dgr kata ~ huhu

rehat dulu slps letih berkawad

                                      

                                  2) Menembak :)))

kyaaa. yg ni best giler !!! nak menembak lagi. korang tau sya menembak gune senapang colt m16. insan terpilih je boleh sentuh ni. huhu. kitaorg menembak kat kuala berang. tmpt tu lg hulu dr tersat. sya igt tersat la paling hulu skali kat tganu ni, tp tmpt sya pegi menembak ni lgi hulu. ermm, sblm sya pegi sane, ade askar yg ajar sya mcm mane nk menembak, then pegi sane punyer heart beat sya mcm x leh catch up. takut giler. dh la hri tu hujan. tp naseb la hr sya pegi tu xla hujan lebat spnjg hari, mase hujan reda dgn hujan rintik2 kitaorg pegi menembak. sya menembak ptg sket, x hujan mane mase tu. awal2 tu memang debo giler la, tp bila tmbk je, hlg je perasan tu, rase syok gile. haha. tp mrkh sya xlah hbt sgt. tp, still my compeni juara keseluruhan menembak ! haha. kat sane byk pacat !! and i'm the one of the victim.


                                 3) Tali tinggi :))

yaaa  u know what ? i'm afraid of height !! haha. hari yg sepatutnya sya buat latihan elemen tali tinggi ni hujan spnjg hari so sya mmg suke la. yeahh, x pyh buat ! while others x puas hati. haha. tp hr ahad lepas , ade free, so compeni sya bleh buat. and thanks Allah, sya memang pening gile hari itu. mse practice kawad pun , sya tahan je nak throw up. ni semua angkara air water cooler. don't drink it, it's not good for ur body !

                                 4) Simulasi pilihan raya :))

yang ni best jugak ! yg ni part untuk modul kenegaraan . kump sya yg first buat this kind of activity. memang mcm pilihan raya la. kira ade 2 parti ; parti ayam dgn parti traktor. ade parlimen marang, adun padang kacong dgn adun alor limbat. kira ade 6 calon la. yg girls candidates yer semua chinese ; ling and mat yee ~
ade sprm, ade polis and ade pihak media. and sya la antr one of media crew. media crew, u guys the best ! memang best tulis berita ntah-hape-ntah , xde kesasihan langsung , sje nak menghangatkan keadaan je, so sorry la calon2 yer, jgn terasa. mase syaza ; calon parlimen marang untuk parti ayam kene tgkp di pihak polis sbb x byr wang pendahuluan utk berucap. pastu rakyat buat rusuhan x puas hati dgn pihak polis la. memang kecoh gila la. then mase nak mengundi , yg paling crack up atmosphere bila i/c kj x same dgn i/c yg ade dlm simpanan sprm, terus kj kene tgkp di polis pstu didie dr phk polis interview kj. naseb baek kj sporting gile. then ade org gila yg mengecohkan tmpt mengundi , org gila tu name Loh. dia tu belakon ke x ke, memang dia gila. tp lakonan dia mmg the best. memang sedak dia kalu tgh minum air ny. dgn pihak media kene label "ular besar kubur sep mu" sbb byk tbur fitnah. huaaa, kami bertindak mengikut arahan. sorry korang. last2, parti ayam menang. tp yg paling penting, semua calon yg menang dr compeni bravo ; syaza, ling dgn ilman. kenangan dgn media x dpt sya lupakan. and warga padang kacong memang the best !!!  

                            5 ) Kembara Halangan :))

kat sini ade mainan yg best2, mule2 kene lompat lepasi mcm titian gitu la, then kene lalu atas titi yg goyang tu, kira kene pandai balancekan badan la, then yg paling mencabar kene pnjt tembok 6 kaki, even susah dan takut, tp experience. pastu nak tembok yg dr rendah ke tinggi yg laluan tu muat sblh kaki kita je, pastu monkey rack. sya failed ! sedih. mesti hyuk oppa sedih. haha. lepas tu yg ni part sya suke, kita ken gayut pada tali utk ke sbrg ! best gila mainan ni. then lalu dlm terowong pastu merangkak dlm bende dawai besi tu. ade satu lagi tembok 16 kaki, tp wirawati x pyh buat. yeahhh!! those things made me become more stronger actually. *pat bahu sendiri* haha

                              6) Tali rendah :))

semua x puas hati mase kene main this elemen sbb mase tu kitaorg x buat lg tali tinggi. then bak kate cg anas "sep mu mari la kump 2 plop nak sgt tali tinggi tu". haha. sya x kisah. lalala. haha. tp actually this element pun best esp mase on the board dgn tension travel. mase on the board tu mmg kene cooparate dgn well la between each other supaya seme boleh msuk dlm taya. sya xleh lupe mcm mane norjie kene kapit between us. haha. and sya yg tahan je nak jatuh sbb duk tepi sekali. mase tension travel sya jd org plg byk gain kasih syg sbb sya org last yg akan slmatkan bdk dorm, semua peluk sya sblm turun. bahagia i tau hari tu. haha

                           7) Aktiviti air :))

ni pun antara yg the best, sya ni dr xd best, mcm nak promote pakat dtg plkn. memang pun ! haha. aktiviti air ni buat kat TER. tmpt sya men bowling dgn cousins mse raye taun lepas. haha. memang daebak la sya pegi kat kwsn 8 kaki pakai life jacket, sya tkut giler, pastu sya pgg ella then kena mrah. hah, pdn muke ko :P. sape suh jadi penakut ? haha. tp lame2 dh x takut. mybe dh percaya kat life jacket. biaselah, it's take time for me to believe on something. haha. then cg izuan aka hantu kayu ajo kitaorg berenang. yeah, sya dh pandai skit2 brng, nanti nak practice lagi kat pusat akuatik. haha. and part yg best yer, kitaorg belawan dgn compeni alpha mcm main rakit gitu, sapa dulu sampai, dr kwsn 8 kaki smpai ke 4 kaki. u know what ??? bravo menang and team sya yg dpt mase yg plg cepat. beri tepukan untuk diri anda !!! haha

                       8) Kem Wirajaya.

                   Pict taken mase berhenti berehat mase kene jalan 6km sblm kembali ke tapak perkhemahan :3

cg ayu, cg ida, cg tikah ; our bravo's teachers ~

wira bravo :)

wirawati bravo :)

this event la yg betul2 menguji thap mental dan fizikal kami. kami kene jalan 6 km dulu sblm balik kem. untuk brchamping kat tapak kembara halangan. dissipointed gila kene camp kat dlm kem tu je. menyampah tol. pastu dgn matahari di bwh kepala kitaorg bina khemah. oh ya allah, memang kene sabar gile la. seb bek ade sarjan saiful yg tlg bina khemah kitaorg , kalu x sya x tau jd hape dgn khemah yg luar alam tu. haha. dgn terbuka yer, doh la mengadap wira. sabo jelah. ptg tu xtvt ; misi mencari dan menyelamat. malam tu xtvt ; kelapa emas. kalu nak thu lebih lanjut, sila interview sya.. haha. yg penting mmg the best r dua hri tu x mandi dgn kene paka bju loreng x  brtkr. memang precious experience kalu difikirkan kan balek. huhu.

                                     7) Majlis penutup and Malam Simpulan Kasih :)

miss to hear they tagline-ing again :((

while waiting for perbarisan msuk :)

with panji tercinta :)

ohhh. our last day before everybody balik ke kmpg hlaman. hari perasmian penutup kem plkn padang kacong kump 1/ siri 10 / 2013. sedih gile. rase mcm semalam je jumpa diaorg. now time to say goodbye come. mase hari tu la dia announce our compeni was compeni terbaik. bangga rase bila kene baris sedia then  syazrin pegi ambik piala. huhu. then bila hbes dwn mkn sedia nasi dagang ! kyaa, long time x mkn nasi dagang. huhu. smbil tgk persembahan 1m4u dgn dikir barat bwh pimpinan cg anas aka shark. huhu. mse dikir barat la best esp mase diaorg nyanyi yg " ale smbt, smbt la sale, smbt sale kem plkn padang kacong". will miss all this !!! 

and our last night together! malam simpulan kasih ! sedih nyee tgk seme sorang, len kali xde dh mkn kat dwn mkn. mlm ni la puas2 bergembira dgn sep2 cow. haha. thanks for become my friends, thanks for leave me with sweet memories. biasalah kan ? setiap pertemuan ade perpisahan . semoga pertemuan dan perpisahan ini kerana ALLAH. amin :)

mereka bunga saya !

with twins ! haha

pelawak dgn penyanyi !

mejar rosli ; komandan kem plkn pdg kacong ~

sebelum tu ; jom kita nyanyi !

"teguhkan diri dgn semangat, hadapi lawan di atas padang, terus maju berusaha, inilah dia kami semua, harimau biru ! biru ! aummm "

hormat, hormat ke hdpn hormat ! :3

p/s : i wish the world was a bit smaller, that way, i'd be closer to you :)